Friday is finally here, the day we’ve all been waiting for. It’s usually a nice, laid back day, but there are exceptions. Take today for instance. I woke up at 6am filled with nervous energy. I did a Jillian Michaels workout to de-stress myself. I had so much negative energy that I barely broke a sweat. It still put me in a good mood, temporarily, but then I had to deal with my teenage son not wanting to do anything he is asked to do. There was some unpleasantness which filled me with almost uncontrollable rage. Luckily a trashy Kardashian wasn’t present, or Courtney Stodden. It would have really ended badly. I had to lock myself away in my room to keep from resorting to violence before I end up in a maximum security prison. He makes me so angry that I have to isolate myself from everything and everybody until I simmer down. I guess it’s just the fate of any mother that loves her kids and wants the best for them. Along with all the love and laughter they bring come anger and disappointment. Things are tough in the Parenthood Dept. right now. All I can do is go with the flow and let God handle the rest. Things are calm at the moment and I will try to have a nice evening. I do what I have to do 24 hours a day, 6 1/2 days a week. I reserve Friday nights to do exactly what I want to do – no work, no chores, everyone fending for themselves at suppertime. The kids are also free to do what they want as well. Monday will come back around and the serious of life starts again. I am so not happy right now but at least for now the rage has subsided. All is not well in Paradise. Tonight’s blog will be in the Love & Romance Dept., which will be a departure from my passionate-less existence at the moment. I’m afraid that’s just where it’s at right now, or where it’s not, to be precise. Carry on then. Peace 
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